I can't do anything decent. I mean I still can CC but I can't do anything on my own anymore, I always end up doing the same old thing and that even ends up like shizzle.

There isn't really much I can do.
Try looking at some tuts to set you back on the right track.

FringeFX.

PM me for details, I can't advertise here. It is bound to get you back on track. And plus, it even has an official tutoring system with ranked (well some) mentors.