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So 8 years as of 3 days ago...

At least according to the e-mail I received and found as I started to create filters to see if I can make my gmail account viable for use again, without too much of a headache from unnecessary spam mail which I don't believe is good for anyone. I guess I'll update people with what is going on in my personal life as far as back as I can remember.     While I had dated a wonderful girl for a year and a half, from November 2011 to July 2013, she decided to cheat on me, break up with me, choose to become a lesbian, and then move. The guy with whom she had cheated questions why I have no interest in communicating with him, being civil, or discussing anything with him. Shortly after this all went downhill, I had met another girl, although she turned out to be a flake and has cancelled every single "date" we set up. I mean I still send her a text when I'm going out just to be nice and not come off like a dick but I don't expect to see her again.   One of my friends finally broke up with her boyfriend, and admitted to me and several other people are suspicions that he was physically abusing her. He has since begun stalking her, intentionally ruining her relationships, attempted to sexually assault her (on a bus), and I don't want to discuss the other various list of heinous acts that I find reprehensible and have been encouraging her to either file for a RO (Restraining Order) or OOP (Order of Protection), but she is being too nice about it. If this keeps up I'm debating just dragging her to the precinct to get her to file as this has become far out of hand. It would be nice if they didn't go to the same school, but that is a problem, since the school is the only one within a reasonable distance that will let her finish her current program.   I'm planning on "retiring" from running the schools humor magazine at the end of this term and have found a freshmen to take over and replace me. Time for new blood, and by the end of this school year I should be finished with my BA in Psychology, and have a minor in Disability Studies with the potential for a Focus in Neurology.   Pokemon X has probably been the only thing keeping me sane since it came out over a month ago has my midterms have me stressed out. The game is awesome and people should play more. The schools English Department is sending me e-mails requesting me to change my major to English, so I might go back and get that if I can complete it within a year's time. Otherwise I plan on applying for a Masters of Social Work program.   I've decided on my goal, with where I want to be, and where I want to go. I want to be some place beautiful, nature-oriented, and away from NYC, most likely New Hampshire, Vermont or Southern Maine. The only real question I have left for myself is "Who do I want to be?" I'm already an empathetic person, and would love to be working towards helping people, but those are traits and not exactly answering the question so that is to be my question for the time being.   I'm unemployed and looking to see if I can find a psychology internship via the school, as to get experience in the field.   It's been a long time Sal's Realm. Hope all of you are doing the best and your families are doing as well. :).     ~Cxkslei.   If people want to keep in contact with me, I have no problem with pming people my Skype or Reddit names.   Not much of a reason for me to come back here since I no longer play RS.
Cxkslei

Cxkslei

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Still Alive?

It's nice to drop by once in a while and see how things are going.   I should be finishing a degree within a year, jesus, guys don't jump majors.   Comp Sci -> Social Work (denied application) -> Psychology.   Still dating the same girl.   Only real change from last time is I'm stuck waiting on my loan to process, and I no longer have a job. :/.   So what's up?
Cxkslei

Cxkslei

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So anyone here remember me?

Not playing again, just dropping in.   Pretty much sticking on Reddit for now, playing D&D, Neopets and some other bizarre options again. Taking more difficult classes this semester. Spring and Summer I got straight A's.   Really hope I somehow pull that off again.   So what you guys been up to? Give me the short.
Cxkslei

Cxkslei

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FML

Grandma is on death bed/hospital. Hospital is being a dick about people seeing her even though she's in hospice.   Also girlfriend wants to try new things out in bed. We're not having luck finding interesting ideas.   We already do BDSM so yeah there's that.
Cxkslei

Cxkslei

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Republicans...

who claim that God told them to run and claim they are Christian....   Have any of them read the Bible? Because all of them have committed sins according to the Bible that are to be punished with death. Honestly, especially the whole Santorum belief that the Bible should be the law of the land... he is aware that bearing false witness is to be punished by stoning to death right? And he has on several occasions made up statistics...     I still don't like any of my choices for President.   Paul and Huntsman are my favored at the moment, but to be honest I still drastically disagree with both of them.
Cxkslei

Cxkslei

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Something that's been bothering me for a while...

Do you consider yourself prolife?   Are you in favor of capital punishment (The Death Penalty)?   Are you in favor of war?     If you said yes to the first, and either of the second two, you are NOT prolife, what you are is anti-women.   This argument is becoming obscene.     Also are the Republicans trying to throw the election?
Cxkslei

Cxkslei

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I am part of the 50%

Of people who are dissatisfied with all of their possible picks for POTUS so far with the next upcoming election. Frankly, most of them sound like they belong in a psych ward, the majority look like they live in a delusional and fantasy world in which the Church should rule everything.   Then we can keep with the current status of wealth = political power as people need far more than average to finance a campaign so very few people act within people's interest.   So far I think I found two representatives and zero senators who represent my views to an extent, however need to do more research on either of them.     It's sad when out of all members of Congress I like less than 1%.   Oh yeah, Valentine's Day is tomorrow so got the girlfriend a Totoro plushie she wanted.   This is going to be interesting. Also looking for ideas as to what to do since I couldn't make reservations for anything. Seriously fudge Valentine's Day as far as the commercial outing aspect.
Cxkslei

Cxkslei

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Lack of desire

I'll be blunt. I seriously have little interest in continuing to come back here except reading a few blogs, especially now that it's insanely bright to my eyes, seriously white hurts.   I think I figured out that the reason I was getting fed-up with my major was I was taking a number of classes with information that contradicted each other because it wasn't based on scientific fact, or reality, but a professor's personal biases.   Although I have found my sociology and psychology books a refreshing reprieve from staring at computer code all day.   Also next week should be amazing, but seriously I think I decided that Valentine's Day is the most expensive day of the year. x.x. Seriously, god damn.   At least my girlfriends ok with us skipping going out on Valentine's Day, and me taking her out another day when every place isn't OMFG OVERCROWDED TO HELL.   Seriously.
Cxkslei

Cxkslei

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Really Amazon? Really?

I've ordered hundreds of things through Amazon. About a week ago, last Monday I placed an order for an item. That order still hasn't even shipped even though it was set to two day shipping. UGHGHGH.
Cxkslei

Cxkslei

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Joyful

First off I'm seriously becoming pissed about red light cameras. I'm somewhere around 90% positive I went through one today among the myriad of lights from like 5 police cars on the opposite side of the street and some jerk flashing his brights on and off which I'm fairly sure is illegal.   Second off current rules for myself: Hookah and cigarettes are off-limits. (For the record I smoked a cigarette only when I was with one of two other people because otherwise it's awkward as all hell talking to them, so maybe twice in the last 5 months? Hookah was more frequent.)   Alcohol is off-limits.   Also god damn import cost, I ordered something for $50, and I'm paying a total of $20 for S&H+Tax, so I hope the person who I ordered it for likes it.   First class tomorrow. Not sure if I'm going to effectively be able to get from campus at 11:30 to work by 12 but w/e. I don't care.   Changed my major since I seriously can't look at math anymore, I just don't understand it, and since programming is becoming more of a chore than an adventure so it's not exciting (SW).   Also found a used 16GB Xbox360 with Fable 3 (sealed), a controller, a charger pak, and 2 memory units for $100 which I'm probably going to pick up tomorrow. The sad thing is I'm only getting a 360 now for one game basically: Kingdoms of Amalur.
Cxkslei

Cxkslei

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Seriously? I'm on the verge of saying screw this site

So far every time I've tried to access this site, or when I could if I clicked on any link I was given the "This page does not exist."   There's a reason your supposed to make sure things don't break stuff upgrading it.   So on the verge of just removing this site from my visits.
Cxkslei

Cxkslei

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This week is going to bite

So tomorrow is my dad's birthday and I still need to get him a card. I still need to order my girlfriend's gift for Valentine's Day ($60), and I'm still looking for a bakery that doesn't have bad cakes to order a cake for her birthday afterwards since I'm not getting her an actual gift for her birthday.   I realized that I'm going to have to work on my sister's 18th birthday which is rather annoying.   So I have maybe one day where I can hang out with people this week since otherwise I'm going to be running around or I got an extra day at work.   Still looking for a different job with more flexibility.   Tomorrow making somewhere around 50 phone calls to different companies I sent out applications to last week. Wish me luck?     I seriously need a better way to find people's blogs where I've commented. Trying to find one from like a week ago >.<.
Cxkslei

Cxkslei

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I dislike this very much

I don't like bright skins. I apparently lost 10,000 post for seemingly no reason. The difficulty with the blogs is annoying, also the whole "HEY LOOK AT ME SPAMMING THIS IMAGE WHICH ISN'T CUTOFF BY THE VIEW MORE BUTTON. People whining about Tabt and Jethraw friend request. Honestly, if you don't want to be friends with them don't friend them. Finding a topic that has some interest seems more annoying. The only interesting topic I see at the moment is the insanely fast 125k fming experience which doesn't help since I don't play the bloody game anymore. All blog categories were deleted after I spent many hours categorizing EVERYTHING. I swear to God is this happened to my Amazon list I'd be screaming for blood. Imagine over 100 various lists for different things sorted very specifically, which items going specifically in each one. How the hell can I have that many wishlists and items? A lot of them are gift lists for various people. Also block list is messed up.   Still confused about re-establishing private club as I have an entry for that that I do not want someone else to see.
Cxkslei

Cxkslei

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God Damn Cat

Would be appropriate in the form of a rage comic.   Why the hell did you die last night?       No, not mine, girlfriends. She was not happy about it.
Cxkslei

Cxkslei

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Work

I find the more I deal with customers, I find some deserve to just be punched in the face for reproducing, other for the lack of a required license before reproducing, and the others are the ones that make dealing with people tolerable.     Also today I learned that if I ever become a parent I'm going to be the exact anti-whatever-the-hell-type-of-parenting-I-saw-today-where-parents-let-their-kids-knock-things-over-while-screaming-at-people-and-demanding-to-cut-the-line-of-twenty-odd-some-people-already-ahead-of-them.   Seriously where the hell did the concepts of discipline and patience go? Oh yeah, and if you scream louder it just makes me want to ignore you.
Cxkslei

Cxkslei

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Features

I can't be the only one who thinks like this. I encounter problem, I figure out several solutions, I wonder if they are able to be implemented, but god damn it Amazon, I cannot figure out a way to email your company a request/idea that would make the site numerous times more convenient.     You know how everyone has include searches? Well that works if you're looking for something specific, but if I'm looking to browse generically why is it on every single merchanting site (buying/selling) is there never an exclude option.   So I could exclude all the games listed under board games if they are listed for 7 or under x.x.     Or any other category.
Cxkslei

Cxkslei

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Parents -.-

Mom: YOU NEED TO FIND YOUR ORIGINAL HEALTH INSURANCE CARD, NOT THE COPY I GAVE YOU THE ORIGINAL I GAVE YOU Me: Mom, you never gave me the original Mom: YES I DID, FIND IT NAOW!!!! 45 minutes later Mom: I found it in my wallet.     Me:     On the other hand, things are going pretty well.   The surgery my girlfriends parents went through today seemed to go well, they're bot in recovery now.
Cxkslei

Cxkslei

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Dead Space 2

Is not a god damn horror game.   Her vocal response as she played; Is there one there, is there?   In my head: This is so predictable.   Then again my words would be more like "You're in the god damn way".
Cxkslei

Cxkslei

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I Need A Reprieve

I'm getting tired of having two supervisors who asks for tasks to be done like normal human beings and one who thinks he's a god damn prince. Have been contemplating quitting for a while but have refrained as I need the money for the time being. However tonight I ran into an acquaintance who had recently got a new job elsewhere and told me that they were hiring. Monday going down for an interview, wish me luck, because I need a change away from this hellhole.     Also open for discussion, can you be spending too much on someone, if it's your choice to?
Cxkslei

Cxkslei

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