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2 Friday Nights

Well from now. Looks like it's going to be good.   Dinner + Movie premiere but there's a third wheel who wants to go who doesn't understand she has no interest in him x.x.

Cxkslei

Cxkslei

The Best Advice Today

Comes from someone whom I've only talked to once before, and President of the Christian Group at school. For once, what she said doesn't sound absurdly radical, and logical.   Also anyone have any ideas on boosting confidence of another person?

Cxkslei

Cxkslei

Why Is It?

That when I try to explain my problems to someone, so they understand why I'm trying to distance myself from them, for my own reasons, they get upset that they're losing a friend and then guilt trip me into feeling bad for them. I hate you females.

Cxkslei

Cxkslei

I Hate My Own Brain.

Seriously, torn between liking two girls and which one to ask out. One I know what I'm getting myself into, the other is a mystery, and I already know they'd both say yes if I asked either of them out. God damn it.     A. Doesn't have a lot of free time (50+ hour work weeks, plus full time school). Although one of the nicest people I ever met, and basically complains that she doesn't get alone time with me. Her and one her friends were discussing their sexual exploits at a bar I was at with t

Cxkslei

Cxkslei

Withdrawing

Talking it over with my advisor, my advisor is advising me to withdraw until I actually have an idea as to what I want to do but thinks when I go back to school I should take classes to at least finish my Associates in CSC & MTH ( Literally I'm missing 2 classes and a gen ed x.x).     Still have two appointments tomorrow, and a psych evaluation, that's going to be FUN.

Cxkslei

Cxkslei

Maintaining Friendships

"I still want to be friends" Then why do you keep trying to put me down and make me feel like an outcast at every chance you get? There's a reason I've been avoiding you, it's because it's not worth any investment to be your friend, if that is how you are going to treat me.

Cxkslei

Cxkslei

Paycheck #1

Go to mechanic, they be closed. I have to wait til Tuesday to get my car fixed AGHGHSG. Debating telling my boss, if you're only going to give me 3 hours on Sundays I'm just not going to come in and start listing those hours as free on other job applications. I feel if you're going to call me in you should at least give me enough hours to COMPENSATE for the gas getting there and back.

Cxkslei

Cxkslei

Bus

Run into one of sisters former best friends. Have awkward bus ride home. x.x.   Also a number of "friends" are starting to piss me off.

Cxkslei

Cxkslei

How?

Girl: "Lets be honest here do you like me or do you just want to fool around with me? I don't want to do a song and dance so be upfront about it?" Me: "Fool Around" Insert 30 minutes of random messages here.   She somehow thinks I want a relationship with her ^_^. If you weren't a compulsive liar maybe.

Cxkslei

Cxkslei

I Find It Sad Really

I'm right, you're wrong. I should set the rules, I should set the standards, I should control everything so it fits within my comfort zone and not allow anyone to challenge me.   Well how about instead of saying that, you go and prove it.     I guess it's flame-baiting. But to me, that's the message that's coming across.

Cxkslei

Cxkslei

?

Dear John Boehner, either stop wasting time with petty crap or get out.     I suggest you all go sign the petition to tell him to stop wasting time on things like "reaffirming the national motto" and start focusing on things like the current proposed Jobs bill.     Girl Z whom I have no interest in asks me to walk her to the front of campus. Sure, she asks the two trap questions x.x which I gave my personal answers to. 1. "Do you think I'm ugly?" 2. "Why do you think guys think I'm ugly?

Cxkslei

Cxkslei

Life Is Kicking My Arse

Tiny update so yeah. On the other hand employed again so I'm happy.   But why is it that bad things can't happen one at a time, it's always like in sets of 8 x.x.

Cxkslei

Cxkslei

Psychological Strategy Games

I need to stop playing them. I get eliminated within the first 2 rounds for using logical deduction to figure out who the killers are. x.x. So either I'm killed by the village for giving actual logical explanations, or I'm killed by the killers for being a threat. x.x

Cxkslei

Cxkslei

This Isnt Working

Had to cancel my plans with Sienna this weekend because I think I found work.   Also I'm kind of confused with my life, I'm not sure what I want to do, but I feel that there is very few people I can trust at this point.

Cxkslei

Cxkslei

Cancelled Plans

Originally had plans to meet with Sienna and Rex today. I kept pushing Rex to invite someone for himself but he refused so whatever. Sienna ended up having to cancel because she had a job interview in the city which she thinks she got, which actually worked for me since I 1) don't have money at the moment because someone who was supposed to pay me back yesterday never did, and 2) I had to have 4 teeth pulled today so I was not really in the mood to be around her since we're both extremely affect

Cxkslei

Cxkslei

Withdrawing

Debating if I should withdraw from school for now, and find work. I'm just not happy in my classes, I've been having too many problems at home to really be able to focus, and honestly my grades aren't anywhere near what they should be as a result of useless bullshizzle getting in my way.   Just like, I feel kind of depressed at school. And unless I'm with certain people I'm just not really all that happy anyway <_<.

Cxkslei

Cxkslei

Seriously Apparently Since I Don't

have any Naruto fans on my private list. First person to tell me which Naruto movie had it's US premiere yesterday gets my redemption code for a Naruto lego guy.   Mostly because I'm not going to use it and I want to make sure you're not going to melt it wasting it.

Cxkslei

Cxkslei

Nycc Day 1 Of 3

Was amazing.     No pictures. :(. Can't even find my camera for tomorrow or Sunday.

Cxkslei

Cxkslei

Hilarious

I think I finally realized a lot of things about members here, a lot of their characteristics are that of how I used to feel and honestly it's odd that I'm finally realizing how much I could have changed my life if I addressed small issues years ago that I was always afraid to deal with. It's not even things that obvious, some are subtle, that change the way your personality develops I guess because it changes how you act in social situations.   I think I realized that while it may be late to

Cxkslei

Cxkslei

Partial Resolution

Think I resolved things with Tia somewhat since she's been pissed at me and been avoiding me instead of confronting me. Still debating what to do about Sienna.

Cxkslei

Cxkslei

Dear Sals

Thank you all for making me pray that if I ever have a daughter that she is a lesbian in the strictest sense.     Still debating what to do with Sienna. There's like 5 paths I can take, 3 which end in my favor, the question is do I want to take the moral road, the immoral road, or a neutral road.

Cxkslei

Cxkslei

Hookah Bar?

So with Sienna deciding to lay down on the bench (I guess it's a benchish thing?) with her head on my lap, the server is hitting on her. It's like really dude. And the deathly stare works every time.

Cxkslei

Cxkslei

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