Still infinitely sad... It's really annoying. No matter what, I still have this feeling that my life sucks and I hate myself. Especially the latter.
I don't know what to do. Nothing makes me happy anymore.
I hate life. All I get is misery. Nothing is good.
I hate people who think I'm just seeking attention. All I feel is sorrow. My fudgeing idiot of a brother isn't helping either. He's a violent maniac. He nearly killed me today, on "accident."
Life sucks. I'm useless. Why bother staying alive through all this? I don't want to kill myself, yet I don't want to live. I have no idea what to do.
If there's anything good about me. My life sucks. I hate myself
Nothing ever goes well. Why do I bother staying alive?
What's the point? Can I still do something good with my life? Or am I a complete failure?
Am I useless? Why am I even alive? I'm not sure if anyone still wants me around IRL. Maybe I'd be doing them a favor if I took my own life.
Mutt, flaming was also mentioned. Calling the admin a smiley face (yea, it's censored here) is flaming.
(in case you don't realize it, 'happy face' if a word that starts with an 'f' and ends with a 'g'