Had a haircut
I asked the woman not to cut my fringe shorter, just to thin it out a bit, so she decided to cut half of it off. TX V MUCH YO
And then she left the back and sides too long so I look really stupid YET AGAIN
Why do 3 people I would date come along at the same time?
Suppose it's not a bad thing really
but it's confusing
I think one likes me but I've got a 100% failure rate with people I think like me. And people I don't think like me for that matter -.-
Although given the evidence I've gathered it is more likely
For example she was pretending yesterday she was dating a guy called Conor (tis mah name lol) and I was like 'really? cool :P'
and she was like 'no lololololo'
and i was like 'baby baby baby ohhh' 'do you even know anyone else called Conor?'
and she were like 'no lulz'
might just be having a laugh like I do with everyone lol
Also I've just realised that compared to last year I'm a lot cooler
I'm still not cool but I'm cooler
You see, I speak to a lot more people than then
I had like 3 close friends and like 10/15 other friends
Now I'm pretty much friends with everyone and have 3/4 close friends
and I'm not scared to talk to the opposite gender
for one my best friend is a girl
and for two I speak to another one every day for hours too
AM I BECOMING A FANG?
Today is thursday but also the last day of the week due to that royal weddingmajog
feeeeels gooooooood to be home and have a few days off now
Today was awesome
I walked home with Ellen (because we're friends again) and it was quite fun. Also I did not very much work because nobody gave me much :(
Was in Wales for a week :3
It was good.
Also, just spent a little bit of time re-laying-out this:
Feedback would be appreciated in the comments here :3
OH and happy easterval
I'm about to tell you a story.
It is a story that begins on Tuesday. My friend posted a status which I don't even remember what it was about but it went off onto a tangent. Anyway a girl commented and we talked on there for a bit and she added me. We didn't really talk much after until yesterday night, and then we talked for ages, nearly 2/3 hours I suppose :(
Anyway, I'm not entirely sure what to make of it but she seemed to be flirting a little bit, and kept saying I look like Justin Bieber (in a nice way actually since she likes Justin Bieber, and it's lost its corrosive value after months of being likened to him) on a wall post from a friend of both of ours. Eventually the friend posted 'get in there Conor, she loves Justin Bieber' and I was like lolwut.
Anyway 15 minutes or so passed and then she said 'will you marry me on facebook? I like being married on facebook' so I am now married to her on Facebook.
I'm confused though, from a lot of her statuses from last night after I went to bed she was seemingly talking about another guy, so I don't know if we're going out or anything :/
Now it's a few days into the holidays I've settled back into my 'not doing anything' phase
Not that that's a bad thing, I just know in the back of my head I ought to revise science and maths cuz they're the only things I'm worried about
Today I woke up at 10:30, sat around doing nothing, played Medal of Honor, and talked to people on Facebook. Then I switched between MoH and FB for a while before watching the IT Crowd on YouTube for a while. Watched like 5 episodes :L.
I LOVE LIFE
Also while chatting to my friend who I need to send the frazzles to (must get on that soon) she mentioned something I forgot I said (about possibly being busy during the summer basically) because she asked about meeting again. Turns out I won't be busy during the summer so basically I can meet her, so we were talking about possible activities and if I go to stay with her I could be doing cheerleading. Joy of joys
That said, I think it'd be quite cool. Sure, I'd take the piss out of myself for doing cheerleading and the whole idea, but I'd probably enjoy doing it just once.
I'm probably thinking too far into things. She'll probably forget that I said I'd do it. I just need to arrange now (been saying that for like 3 months now lol)
Now, revision... nah, gonna play MoH
I need to revise more, done like 2 hours spread over 3 days lololololol
Also I need to go to the shop and buy some Frazzles and an envelope/post packet thing
And finish writing a letter in German
And either get fudgeloads of stamps OR go to the post office and pay however much I need to to send the letter with enclosed frazzles
And find out the address of my friend from Germany to send her the frazzles + letter.
Oh, and pass my GCSEs
Sounds like a plan
I've fallen out with my best friend. She's posted a lot of private information about me on Facebook.
We've not been speaking for just over a week (when I say we, I would speak but I can't because she's blocked me), so I decided to ask her if we were still friends on her wall on Facebook and then she started having a go at me, so it turned into a slight argument where she said I was a crap friend and shizzle like that because I asked her how on earth what I said offended her. (it was basically "Stop pointlessly looking for revenge at your friend's expense" because I'd told her something about a guy who'd screwed her over but he knew something about me and me telling her was the only way she'd know, so it'd backfire BADLY on me. Basically she was holding me to ransom)
So yeaaaaaaaah. Not the best of days. Since she didn't say who it was I decided to have an ironic conversation about the person who it is on her status:
Me: "I wonder who this is about"
Her: "I know right, there are loads of candidates"
Me: "Whoever it is sounds like a real prick"
I'm hoping this'll just blow over but now she's said 'It is, it's you', everyone will know so I just hope the next few days go quickly...
One thing I won't do however is post private stuff about her, but my god, I've got so much ammunition if I was such a lowlife.
Today is mother's day in Britain. Yeah. I know a lot of you don't have it until May.
I don't exactly find a point in the day since I'm nice () to my parents every day, but I suppose it's nice to get her a card and a present and go out. I got my Mum a CD (Glee for anyone who's interested, I had to put personal pain aside) and wrote out a card. I cooked breakfast and stuff. It was alright. Not a proper celebration because my Mum hasn't complained about my handwriting yet :P
What did you do for your mothers?
Not like relationship ones or stuff (okay well maybe), but of significant events happening.
Like today for instance is two years since I first received an email from my penpal from Germany. Two years, that's a long time. That said, it feels like yesterday really. That's exaggerating, but it doesn't feel like two years ago since we began talking. Anyway, that's a good anniversary kind've thingy. But yeah.
Anyway, why does it bring me into a state of moodiness? Well, I then get on to thinking about how I've pissed my time away since that event. For example, in this case I feel like I've done nothing of worth in those two years and not really moved on much as a person. Obviously, reading some of my posts on here since then I've grown up a little bit, even since last summer and the being an immature argumentative prick over the BP oil spill episode. And since other things I've posted even more recently. I've also worked really hard on my GCSEs and have made a load of friends, but it just doesn't feel like that really. It feels like I've lost friends actually.
So yeah, I thought about all of that. I also began to think about my massive rejection that caused me a lot of pain that happened a few months after this. That's never a nice thing to remember, but I'm actually quite good friends with her again now. She's back to constantly laughing at my wise cracks and stuff, so really it's a bit insignificant other than the pain caused to my 14 year old self. Therefore, it's quite insignificant.
Actually, those painful anniversaries are usually good for me. Exactly a year after that rejection happened was the first time I actually took a step back and laughed at myself for getting so hurt over that. Good ones aren't, though, which is a bit depressing.
But yeah, 2 years and going strong. Luckily I've managed to not ruin a good friendship yet despite liking her a lot for a while. I've got over that (due to her actually, she told me about her boyfriend which hurt me, I won't lie, but I decided to just stop being a Johnson for once in my life and just be a good friend, and then she didn't talk to me for a few weeks), so hopefully there'll be another 2 years, and then a load more after that.
Last but not least, no school tomorrow. Good, I need sleep.
Today we did a kidney dissection in Biology? Why is this significant? Two reasons:
1. I now know a little bit more about the inner workings of the kidney
2. I am now banned from practicals
Reasons for this:
1. I cut open a kidney and found the main parts
2. I went on to cut up a jaffa cake and insert it into the kidney, and showed it to my teacher. Big mistake.
Headache :P But I've had a wonderful day.
It began at 6:45 when I woke up far too early and was about to go back to bed before I realised I was going shopping at 8, so it'd be best if I got ready. So I got ready and sat around playing Pokemon on my recently found Gameboy Advance ;)
After that I went shopping until about 2pm, and I got a jacket, a new pair of trainers, a new bag for school and a jumper/shirt thing. Oh, and I had a mint and subway, which was really nice.
I played around on the iPad 2 also, which is basically an iPad with a camera, which should have been in the first one but Apple would make more money this way ;).
This plan is absolute foolproof and will definitely get someone to go out with me.
Too bad I'm a fool.
But yeah, I've planned this one out, I know the things I've got to say, and I know when I've got to do it. Still, it's me, so I'll find a way to fudge it up, because I'm really bad at asking people out.
Was supposed to be meeting a friend in town at 12pm, went there and waited an hour or so. Probably should have texted him straight away but got one saying he overslept and couldn't be bothered going in. That was very fun :P
Got lunch, came home. Not really done much since. There's not even any point to this blog xD.
Listening to Swindon-Huddersfield on the radio which is making me very nervous :P Rugby is on later too, which will hopefully be good - hoping for an English Grand Slam, hopefully we can beat Ireland :P
2 creme eggs + 1 large glass of tizer = smiley Scrum :/
Well, I had a good day to boot, but that's a nice way to end it (note to self, it's 8pm but everything you need to do is done so day = over). I've been waking up insanely early (6:30 two days in a row, I usually get up in the region of 7:30-7:50) this week, so I've been able to catch up on the news and stuff. Today I skim read my German speaking plan because I had a test after school and ate breakfast and all that normal stuff.
Got to school and my Humanities teacher was being a legend again. I can't even begin to list the things he did today. Then I had Physics where my teacher was being a nice doggy!, so I decided to have an argument with her. I don't think politely asking if I can move to see a book warrants being told off, but when I did argue back she just left it which confused me. It's hard to explain what it was about, and I'm knackered so I won't try, but she picks on the whole class and we all hate her so a lot of people were giving me high fives on the way out :P in Media I just sat around pissing about for a while, before realising 'oh shizzle, I have 5 lessons to finish off a year long project'. And then slacked off some more.
German test went well, I'm guaranteed a high A, but my teacher is strict at marking so she said she'll send the recording to the Head of German and I might get an A*. Either way, I have an A* overall now .
Since then, I've played football with my brother, seen my Dad for the first time in a week (he was away with work), had dinner, done some homework, and talked to friends. Might go on my PS3 in a bit. Good day so far :lol:.
So while what happened in my blog entry yesterday still sucks, I feel a lot better today, for this reason:
I decided 'fudge it, sitting around sulking isn't going to do anyone any favours'. If only I realised that with other instances.
So I've decided to sit, do work, talk to friends and make sarcastic comments. It takes your mind off of things. I was planning on not going on the computer until Saturday, not sure of the reason, but it seemed like a good idea. When I realised I had to use my computer for some of my work for school the idea quickly dissipated as I found myself talking to friends on Facebook, but I've decided to cut down on usage a little bit, because I've been getting really behind on work at school. I have to go after school tomorrow for a German oral exam (ikr :/) so I revised that until about 4:30 today (meant to do it longer but I got bored after realising I knew all of the answers quite well), then went on my computer to do coursework until 5pm and since then I've had nothing to do so I've been researching gaming stuff, talking to friends on msn & playing on my ps3, which has been a rare occurance as of late.
But yeah, I've actually been feeling a lot better since I've decided to be active and not sit around thinking ahhhh I'm a fudgeing waste of space
also i keep making funnies in history
It's been a few weeks since an angsty entry, here's another for you all to laugh at. I just need to get it off my chest. Sarcastic comments would be appreciated.
I thought I was getting to the point where I'd stopped feeling sad and stuff. The last girl I asked out I was a bit downheartened but felt fine really. Anyway, I've not asked anyone out, just talking to the girl I like, and it turns out she has a boyfriend now. Which is great.
I don't know why I've reacted badly to it really. It was fairly inevitable. It just feels like I've been a massive prick and misjudged things again. Which I have. I honestly thought she liked me, but clearly not.
tl;dr another misjudgement of epic proportions = scrum is a sulky person yet again.
At least we're still friends and I didn't admit anything to her.
Not that it really matters where I've been, since you won't all be bothered - and to be frank, I'm not that bothered either - but I thought I'd give you an update.
I was staying with grandparents for three/four days. It was hell. I'm glad I live 5 hours away from them tbh.
I got back on Wednesday, and then on Thursday spoke to my the most awesome person in the world and she cheered me up from my shizzle few days . As each day passes it gets sooner to when we're going to meet. We don't know when yet but we were talking about it yesterday and it'll probably over Easter or in July, since that's when we're both off school. I'm so excited to meet her
My humanities teacher is an absolute legend. I swear, he is probably the only teacher that actually makes the subject he's teaching about 10 times better than it is.
Basically, we're learning about farming. He finds it incredibly boring (so do we), so as we walked him he was singing 'Bloody Farming' theatrically. Because he's done this for like 5 lessons in a row now, everyone found it funny and sat down. He gave us two starters - knowing what a key word for the topic was, and working out if we'd rather have our arses grated by a cheese grater or be shot in the knee.
Anyway, a bit later the lesson part finished and we had to do work in our books. As is the case of what usually happens, he then walks around the class talking to people and then goes off on a tangent and the whole class get drawn in to a conversation. Usually it's about the school - having inspectors in, getting a new headteacher, talking about other teachers etc - but today it was about paedophiles. After a lot of talking (probably 15 minutes where we were constantly laughing), someone mentioned an ex-member of staff who some people thought was a paedo, and an instance which they thought it happened. The person who it happened to (who it didn't actually happen to, it was bs) was then labelled a liar by our teacher, who explained that 'If you were a paedo, why would you go anywhere near that, other than the fact she takes up the whole hallway?'.
Having teachers who aren't afraid to say the truth for the win. Because we all hate the person too, everyone was in tears of laughter.
Other notable things: talk about the John Venables case in history, write loads of technology babble in german, do simultaneous equations while singing loudly to the people around me's annoyance, wait outside the staff room with disapproving glares to speak to someone about 6th form, who turned out not to be there.
Good day all in all.