Why would I link all my real world crap to a runescape forum? that is a special kind of stupidity especially since my real world crap has never contained any kind of content let alone runescape content. I'm glad I'm not interesting enough to stalk cuz y'all could have found out my real name with a little internet configgling. teenagers seeking relevance should not be allowed on the internet without supervision!
Also my account is Loki?? I know I did that recently but jesus christ.
edit: how do you remove an outdated result in a google search? because I'll search my name on google and something will show up in the search thumbnail (??) that has information about me long since deleted. when you go to the link it'll say something like "nothings there that doesn't exist" and I want to get rid of the info floating around in the thumbnail but I don't how or if I can.
I had a poll. preps or emos. wtf.
I hate tours and touristy things (I'll obviously be a complete tourist and I will most definitely take many blurry pictures and possibly wear a fanny pack but I do still want an honest experience). What do I do?
I love this video! It's absolutely fantastic. I agree with everything she said.
I've always been at a perfectly average weight, usually in the lower half of the healthy BMI scale. My parents have always been lovely, nothing ever even remotely near a put down about my looks or weight. I was home-schooled and never had to deal with hurtful classmates, I only ever watched PBS Kids and the only time I spent on the internet was playing Runescape. I was a huge tomboy and would rather play tag than touch a Barbie. However, our culture of "only one ideal" was prominent enough that it even took it's toll on me. I remember crying in the bathroom because of my fat thighs at ten years-old. How does that happen? I think it's so sad.
I'm not trying to be whiny because I have nothing regarding my life I should be whiny about, what I'm trying to say is that insecurity is not a problem or an epidemic, it's what life is now and it shouldn't be that way.
P.S. I cannot stop singing the first three lings of "Carry On My Wayward Son". Everyone I know is bleeding out their ears.
To my hair. My hair is currently at mid-back length, is kinda thick and is made of loose curls sprouting every which way. It is a boring medium brown with some yellow (natural) highlights. I want to bleach it, tone it to a white blonde color, dye the ends green or purple and dreadlock it.
Dye it darrrrrk brown, dye the tips purple and/or green and not dreadlock it. However, just today, someone told me I had super pretty hair, and I hadn't done anything to it. It was like fourth day air dried hair. So! Decisions!
This be how I dress.
I was born and raised in Humboldt County if that helps.
My parents are 100% okay with it, my brother, not so much, but he can suck it!
"A high-powered mutant of some kind never even considered for mass production. Too weird to live, and too rare to die"
Hunter S. Thompson
"Dear Friedrich, the world's still false, cruel & beautiful"
"I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead"
“The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars”
"I can believe things that are true and I can believe things that aren't true and I can believe things where nobody knows if they're true or not"
"When things get bad enough the kitten will kill the lion" Charles Bukowski
"It's lovely to know that the world can’t interfere with the inside of your head"
“The most powerful weapon on earth is the human soul on fire”
“My soul is from elsewherI’m sure of that, and I intend to end up there.”
"The only way to get through life is to laugh your way through it. You either have to laugh or cry. I prefer to laugh. Crying gives me a headache." Marjorie Pay Hinckley
“Think left and think right and think low and think high. Oh, the thinks you can think up if only you try” – Dr. Seuss
"Now I am alone with the dead,
flying off bridges,
hurling myself like a beer can into the wastebasket.
I am flying like a single red rose,
Leaving a jet stream
- Anne Sexton
The last man on Earth sat alone in a room. There was a knock on the door. -Frederic Brown
The world has not to be put in order: the world is order incarnate. It is for us to put ourselves in unison with this order. - Henry Miller
There is a pleasure in the pathless woods,
There is a rapture on the lonely shore,
There is society, where none intrudes,
By the deep sea, and music in its roar:
I love not man the less, but Nature more.
"Saying 'I notice you're a nerd' is like saying, 'Hey, I notice you'd rather be intelligent than be stupid, that you'd rather be thoughtful than be vapid, that you believe that there are things that matter more than the arrest record of Lindsay Lohan. Why is that?' In fact, it seems to me that most contemporary insults are pretty lame. Even 'lame' is kind of lame. Saying 'You're lame' is like saying, 'You walk with a limp.' Yeah, whatever, so does 50 Cent, and he's done all right for himself."-John Green
“…because nerds like us are allowed to be unironically enthusiastic about stuff… Nerds are allowed to love stuff, like jump-up-and-down-in-the-chair-can’t-control-yourself love it. Hank, when people call people nerds, mostly what they’re saying is ‘you like stuff.’ Which is just not a good insult at all. Like, ‘you are too enthusiastic about the miracle of human consciousness’.”
― John Green
“Nerd girls are the world’s most underutilized romantic resource. And guys, do not tell me that nerd girls are not hot because that shows a Paris Hilton-esque failure to understand hotness.”
― John Green
Are Steven Moffat and George R. R. Martin.
Just re-watched Series 2 of Sherlock. Getting the Reichenbach feels. Red Wedding feels. Even Rose and Ten feels.
(Tumblr....Tumblr is getting to me! Need...more...fanfic...gifs...arrrghhh!! Intervention! Drugs! Anything, get me away!)
I'd say worst is Annoying Facebook Girl and best is Neil deGrasse Tyson
Oh, my sweet, precious baby. We've had a whirlwind romance, we have. As I write this letter, I feel the memories flooding back; infanticide, incest, baby rape, bestiality. Murder and mayhem! It has been exciting, hasn't it? I suppose that's been part of the problem. The emotional ups and downs you've put me through, the heartbreak I've suffered, I can't handle it anymore! Maybe I never could. Maybe it's been building up inside me, until I explode in a mess of tears and inner turmoil. Our week and a half together has felt more like ten years. I cannot remember my life before you.
However, I can't say it's always been your fault, I had my moments. I have done things to you, terrible things. I know I've apologized time and time again, but my abuse is inexcusable Throwing you across the room is no way for me to treat my significant other. Oh, and the things I've said! Muttered under my breath or as I sobbed, it makes no matter. My cruelty is immeasurable.
I hope in time you can forgive me, and I you, but for now, it's over.
Mournfully yours, Teagan
P.S. Who am I kidding? You're like an addiction. Though I suppose we should take a break, at least until I can get A Dance With Dragons in paperback
P.P.S. Also, I've been cheating on you with A Game of Thrones.
So I've been watching Bleak House, a BBC show from 2005 based on the Charles Dickens novel of the same name. This show stars Agent Scully from The X-Files, Molly Hooper from Sherlock, Owen Harper from Torchwood, Tywin Lannister from Game of Thrones, Adam from an episode of Torchwood, and Sally Sparrow from an episode of Doctor Who. I freaking love BBC shows.