I've got an interview for an internship! It's pretty exciting, although I have no idea how many people with more experience could have applied. The internship is mainly quality assurance and would be amazing experience for the future. Unfortunately, my lease in Cambridge has run out, so I'd have to commute there from my home town if I did get it, but it's paid work so it would be more than worth it even if I were to just break even on the train/bus fares.
I have come to realise I need a best friend at university. By a 'best friend' I mean someone I can confide in and tell them my personal problems in confidence, without the fear of being judged. I've always had someone like that in my life until I moved.
I've lived here about six months now and I've met so many people and I'm now good friends with some of them. But there's nobody that I feel close enough with or that I can trust enough with this kind of thing. I do need somebody to talk to, to vent my problems to. The only person I've been able to talk to is my boyfriend. But then what if problems arise with the two of us. Who do I talk to then? What if the problem concerns the two of us and I need an outside perspective?
It's difficult having a lot of thoughts and feelings bottled up and talking to myself makes it worse (also I feel like I'm a bit crazy). It's not the kind of thing I can speak bout with my family either. Not really sure why I made this post, just needed to get some things off my chest and it's unlikely anyone IRL will read this.
I was happy to be able to cross a bunch of things off my to-do list just now. I must have written the list about four years ago.
The 'get a job' one is kind of meh; I did have one, but I left it because it was commission-only Avon bs. And NOBODY wants to buy Avon anymore. At least not in the areas I was commissioned To be perfectly honest, I should have seen the warning signs when I went to find out more about the job and the woman was pretty much trying to sell ME the job instead of the other way around. Oh well, I don't really need a job again until this university semester finishes (student loans op).
Anyway, hi whoever may be reading this. It's been a little while. :)
I got my first university offer last night from Anglia Ruskin! They are offering me a place for 240 UCAS points, which is my prediction. I couldn't sleep after I found that out and ended up getting about 3 hours (no more checking my email at midnight ).
And, I'm going to Amsterdam with a couple of friends in 2 weeks! <_< Fudge Christmas, I am so excited about this.
Finally applied for university. :s
My choices are:
Anglia Ruskin University (Psychology)
Birmingham City University (Psychology)
Keele University (Psychology and Neuroscience)
The Manchester Metropolitan University (Psychology)
York St John University (Psychology)
My predicted grade are...
For anyone who is unfamiliar with the grading system, A through E is a pass, and U is a fail.
I'm actually kinda happy with my grades though; even though they're not brilliant, I did better than expected and they might be enough to go to university if I pull them up in my second year of sixth form, even if that means I have to take a gap year. And I was going to drop chemistry anyway. :D
I got arrested for posession of cannabis today. >.< But the cops actually said they regretted arresting my afterwards... so I guess that was a waste of time then.
The cell was cold, and there was a hole for a toilet which I did NOT use. :(
But I only got a reprimand, which isn't too much of a big deal.
I passed my driving theory test (Yay :P), my practical test is in October (the day before my birthday) and the new Harry Potter is great. Also, I get my AS exam results next week. So I'm kind of shizzleting myself about that.
Oh and I got WoW. Because it's the summer and I have free time.
- Played 30 hours of Dragon Age: Orgins, but then my game glitched and I had to give up, because I was stuck in a room I wasn't even supposed to be in. D:
- Going to Wales next week, Monday to Friday. :]
- So excited for Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 2 which comes out Friday :P
- And my driving theory test is on July 21st. :P
I've completed these quests since I last posted:
All Fired Up
Another Slice of H.A.M.
Between a Rock...
Death to the Dorgeshuun
Fairy Tale I - Growing Pains
Garden of Tranquility
The Lost Tribe
Perils of Ice Mountain
Rag and Bone Man
Shades of Mort'ton
Sheep Herder (argh)
A Soul's Bane
Now have 136 QP. Maybe going for cape.
I recently completed the following quests ^_^ :
Creature of Fenkenstrain
Elemental Workshop II
Elemental Workshop III
The Giant Dwarf
And now I officially have 100 quest points.