Just got a job at Wendy's, started Tuesday. The papers said I'd be working Wednesday 4-8 and Sat/Sunday, but I ended up working Tues-Thurs this week, and I'm working tomorrow from 11:30-8 and Sunday 12-5:30
I keep getting this feeling of nervousness and stress. I haven't ever been depressed, but I don't really enjoy anything because of work, I want to study for SATs and finals and work out but I can't because I work 5 days a week and I'm not mentally prepared for it I guess - even now, I've done it for 3 days(mostly drive through, trained with a coworker who seems like a bro on how to make sandwiches but stopped) and did more drive thru - I fudgeed up a few orders, and two of my coworkers told me that the first few weeks were overwhelming, and I guess they're right.
I have to talk to my manager so I can do 4 days a week instead of 5 I guess
I don't see myself working there for a year, Ramadan is in a month and it seems counterintuitive to fast and work in fast food, so there's that - but I really hate this nervous feeling that usually goes away when I get to work, then comes back when I get out.
Thanks for reading