i havent done an actual life update in a while
1) depression is at an all-time low, still anxious as fudge about everything tho
2) my parents told me that if i lose weight and stop being fat they will pay me, so ive been losing weight. when i finally reach my goal weight ill be given $2K
3) my weight loss method is the ketogenic diet, it sucked for the first few days but then it started losing weight and it was all good
4) my sleep habits still suck and there seems to be nothing i can do about it, i was prescribed klonopin but i got addicted to it really badly so i was taken off that, was given trazodone and that did jack shizzle, my pyschiatrist doesnt really want to keep trying pills so i just have to find some other way to sleep like a normal human
5) in the best couple months ive been to 6 different therapists, a lot of them seem to stop caring about what i have to say as soon as i tell them im gay, one of them even said to me "well lets work on fixing that" when i told them. woohoo bible belt. the one therapist i visited that was cool with me being gay was gay himself and he got creepy really fast.
6) im starting to get way better at bass and have been practicing playing jazz, my dad keeps telling me how bad i am and its getting really annoying.
in non-reallife news, ive been playing lots of path of exile and would love some ppl to play with.