Chaosor's House of CHAOS

Haha get used to that. I think most of us can relate. It really does get harder as we get older to make time for everyone we care about. I'm sure people feel that same way about you, it just means that we all need to remember to at least try and make time for each other and reach out as much as we can!

Haha get used to that. I think most of us can relate. It really does get harder as we get older to make time for everyone we care about. I'm sure people feel that same way about you, it just means that we all need to remember to at least try and make time for each other and reach out as much as we can!

My problem is that I've never had people there for me. My dad's family doesn't socialize, my mom's family is just so full of drama, it's hard to talk to them without them talking behind your back. And my friends always leave me. My group of friends from high school, that I grew up with, stopped talking to me, or blocked me, 3 of my group of friends from my first college stopped talking/ responding to me. So my most recent group of friends have been my coworkers, who used to all try to make sure they worked with me when i came home from college. Now they don't even answer texts. Of my remaining best friends, 1 is too busy since she works full time, and is the only source of income for her family, and when she isn't at work, she is trying to do housework for people for extra money, or doing her own housework. Another one is busy with college and a factory job. Third one is busy with her first year of college, and 2 jobs, and I'm kinda giving her space, since I feel I annoyed her (she rejected me a little while ago), and now she's dating our coworker. When I do text her, she doesn't respond back, but she has told at least 3 others, as well as her family, that I'm one of her best friends. And finally, the 4th one insisted she would text me every day when I was at college, and she would vid chat with me every week, and she cried when I left for college, because she would miss me. She barely texts me, even if I text first. She has texted maybe 3 times in the last 2 months I've been at college.

Do YOU know what time it is? It's time to make some more friends!