In the past few months in my personal life i have gotten engaged,gotten married, bought a house and thoroughly enjoyed life. I also have been playing bits of runescape here and there as i find this psychotic voice in my head urging me to do so. That voice seems to be quieting down a bit and my members will run out in november and i dont know if i will be back. I dont like to think of abandoning my friends in canting but the more i play the more it seems like a job and a stress and thats not what i want at all. Between people quitting and being upset about SOF and the citadel debacles that canting is always facing it just makes it difficult to enjoy everything. I also feel like the more jagex knows they are screwing up the more they throw out free stuff that makes me feel like my hard work and levels isnt really an accomplishment at all. You wasted your time,energy,fake coins and life on nomad? well thats too bad because now some low level under prepared nobody can come in and kill nomad in one go...thats just one example of the anger and resentment i feel. I realize its just a game but its a game that used to bring alot of joy to my life and has increasingly just made me feel sad. i realize this post was a pointless,senseless rant..so if you made it this far...thank you.